Thursday, March 12, 2009

9 Months . . .

Yesterday, Dylan would've been 9 months. I've officially been mourning for my son almost as long as I was pregnant with him. I have this strange serenity over me right now, a calm washing over me. It's difficult to explain, maybe just God's way of protecting me from the deep, deep bitter sadness that I could be in.

Some Borrowed Writing

Jeremiah 29:11

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

3 comments:

Mommy (You can call me OM) said...

Kat,
I absolutely love this picture of Dylan. It's simply gorgeous. Thank you for sharing him with us. I'm happy you are finding some serenity. I'm finding that sometimes God doesn't necessarily give us what we want (e.g. our babies), but he does give us strength to deal with our loss -- hopefully more often than not.

Margaret said...

i found this site thru carly marie..I know another dylan in heaven, an angel on account of tay sachs, so I was called to come here I felt like. my prayers are with you, since this is something NO PARENT SHOULD EVER HAVE TO GO THOUGH! it makes me sooooo sad. I have already fallen in love with dylan..and those big eyes.

Domestic Goddess said...

What a fantastic picture, I really like this picture of Dylan. Seeing his picture and reading your words also gave me a sense of serenity. Your story has deeply impacted my life and I am so thankful that I stumbled upon your blog, you have such a way with words and I really enjoy reading, thank you so much for being so open and sharing your moments, even the really painful ones!